…somehow that was everything
You never say but I know your tired. You don’t leave but I know you don’t want to stay. You keep silent but I know your thoughts want to scream.Your actions telling me your ok but I know you’re not.
Your joke around and laugh on something I know that meant to be sad. You don’t care but I know those things are bothering you. You keep holding on but I know you want to let go.
You’re afraid to show the world you can’t go on. You’re afraid if things got mess up you dont know how to fix it. You try and try even if it hurts too much. You’re afraid of things you know from the beginning will make you stumble and fall. So you choose to put a mask.
A mask that can deceived everyone. A mask that you always wear. A mask that serve as your comfort zone. Your sheild and even sometimes your strength.
.. So now your mind confusing you. You don’t know yourself anymore.You don’t know how to be you. Who is you? You don’t know what’s fake and what’s real. If those mask you always wear is just marely fake or true. You don’t know if sometimes you faking it or not. Your so lost right now. So lost that your fake identities became the real ones.
…So please don’t make yourself your own enemy.